Gordon n Me...he's a meanie man...called me a ma lau!!!

Sarah darling n Me...at Wagamama again...

Me n my spastic self!!!

Gordon n his eyes!!!

Haha...Sarah n her mouth!!!

The guys for the night...Adrian, Shawn, Johnathan and Wasim...

Another picture of us...plus Jessica, Ee-lynn and adrian...

Pot luck at my place!!! All medics except for me...the only dentist...haha...

Me n Andrew at Edinburgh train station...He's a third year medic in Edinburgh Uni...

Me n Hari again...

Me n Hari at Bella Italia...

i haven't been myself lately...and i think my friends in dental school have noticed it...i used to be this bubbly, cheerful girl...always laughing with my group of friends...but i think the past week i have been really quiet...though there are times i just try to wear that smile on my face...but it's kind of hard when i just feel emptiness inside me...i have been questioning myself lately why has god put me in glasgow dental school...i know he has a reason for doing so...but i haven't seemed to find the answer yet...well, i won't deny my days are getting better...and i do have a bunch of caring friends here...like Gordon who was nice to buy me my favourite strawberry yogurt drink from Asda yesterday and sent it to my place...it makes my day...and today, Eiman invited me over to her place for dinner...we had pizza and potato wedges...plus truck load of chocolates which cheered me up...bleah!...and we had a great time chatting too...okay i shall stop all my nonsense here...coz i am tired...tata!

at the wet market!

nice nice scenery! i love this pic...

Well, i am finally back blogging...it's been a long long while yeah...many things happened lately...many activites going on...and i have been so so busy...i broke down today...very badly indeed...i couldn't stop crying in my room after coming back from lessons...i just simply feel so lost in dental school...i have been asking myself lately whether glasgow is where i really wanna be in...coz i just don't feel at home...i hate to be the only chinese there...it is a horrible feeling k...though i won't deny i do have many friends in the dental school...like lesley...she is so sweet...but somehow i just don't feel at home...it is unlike my secondary school days anymore...where i really had a bunch of lovely friends...who are always there for me...i missed all those gatherings we had man...i am kind of regretting not treasuring those moments i had...honestly, i do feel like leaving glasgow...i wanna go home...but i don't know whether dad will be angry to hear that...sigh! people in med school are much luckier then me...at least they have a larger cohort of chinese population...but not the same in dental school...and all my friends are in med school...so well it does feel kind of miserable for me in dental school...i am so lost now...

Sarah n Me! She's a year 1 Singaporean medic...a very sweet n lovely girl...my best buddy in Glasgow...haha!!!

At Loch Lomond! On 8th October...

Me!

i had been having a great time the past few days...i really enjoyed the ceildih dance in church...it's the traditional scotish dance...never had such a great time dancing before...got to know many doctors and dentists in church too...at least now i am beginning to feel more at home though i still feel kind of sucky in dental school as i am the only chinese in my class...oh why can't there be another asian...anyway, i still managed to have a group of good friends...so it's okay...i have got a few big sisters and brothers there...like may and ross...plus i have a really nice and helpful flatmate from nigeria...a really thoughtful guy...he has been bringing me out for meals and movies...he is so sweet...oh well, i am getting better now...