I love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My baby you'll be
lovely lovely poem from a children's story book...

I can only give you love that lasts forever
And the promise to be near each time you call
And the only heart I own for you and you alone
That's all... that's all...

i am back on this sunny island-singapore...kinda missing the nice cool weather back in the uk now...been meeting up with my friends the past few days...it is catching up time for me...at last my exams are over...and now its time for me to relax...well, many things happened to me during the past 3 months...but i think at least it has made me a stronger person...went out with hui yan yesterday...had lunch in the aiwo restaurant...i think the food was kinda yucky...but the ambience was good...a great place to chat and catch up...then we headed down to paragon for some nice desserts and coffee...i love the ice mocha vanilla...so yummy...we were talking about unis and stuffs...when she suddenly asked me who am i with now...guess what i seriously can't answer this question...i just feel so lost with words...becoz of what had happened and how badly it had affected me back in the uk...and how long i took to get over it...i thought i could forget about that someone...coz we seem to have lost contact after i left for uk the last time...so i had told myself to not think about him anymore...we shall remain just good friends...not that i wanna be so mean...but it really had affected me badly...and i couldn't say it at all...i kept it all to myself...wishing that god would take away that heartache from me...but it was when i received his message again...did i realise that he hasn't forgotten about me...but i know for now that things will never be like before again...coz it is him whom choose to leave...i am neither dumb nor stupid...i knew what was going on the past few months...just that i don't wanna ask...coz i know if i were to ask he would be telling me that he is tire of repeating himself...sigh!