It's been quite some time since i last blogged. Many things have happened ever since my last entry. I have got so much to say here. From my trip to Skye, with my friends visiting me over in Glasgow, the boyfriend bringing me to A&E because of my sprained neck, my relationship, coming clean with God, ballet classes, gymming, doing up my case report and my competencies. What impacts me most was my conversation with someone last night. I am now beginning to have a different perspective in things. Or would i say i am going to handle things differently from now on. I want to have a better walk with God. And i so desperately want to be romanced by him. I want to be filled with his love. I no longer want to find that love from people as i have been hurt so many times and the only person who won't fail me is Jesus. I want to feel his love so much so that i can feel him hugging me to sleep, kissing me and loving me completely.

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fulness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

I am getting a little moody and grumpy and my fingers are hurting while typing away my case report...argh! Plus i am so not looking forward to tomorrow coz i have got to see 2 patients in 3 hours... plus i have to get all my competencies done...i just hope everything will go well tomorrow...

I am feeling emo tonight...something is bothering me and i am learning to overcome it with God's strength...i am typing away in the uni's librabry late at night...and i have got to walk home alone soon...