Sweet Grace from my patient

I got a really lovely surprise today from my first patient that i did a filling with. She was so happy with my excellent work that she came back rewarding me with a box of Thorntons Chocolates. I did a composite filling for her on her upper left canine with its previous filling chipped off 2 months ago. It was indeed a very challenging experience for me but a very satisfied one. Praise the Lord for his grace and mercy on me. It really made my day expecially with such a tight and busy schedule having to go for mentor meeting and the dental school photoshoot.

I promise i will learn to be stronger coz i know each time when i fall, you will be so worried for me...I am sorry love...

Iris and Teddy, i miss you guys so much...i wish you guys were all by my side right now...coz I haven't been really happy ever since i was back in gloomy glasgow!

Heavenly Father, i just pray that you will surround me with your love tonight as i cry myself to sleep. Let me feel your warmth on this cold, lonely night. Bring me someone who can purge the poison out of me. This venomus blood is running through my every vein and is devouring me. Help me Father, give me the strength to stand strong. Amen.

Anyway John, Thank you for giving me the much needed hug today. It is very much appreciated. Thank you for telling me how much you guys love me. Much love, J-

Argh...i am super fustrated right now...but somehow i just cant talk about it here...why why why??? I thought things would be happy ever after but it's not going the way i expected...and i am so stupid to tell him that it's alright!

My thoughts in random order...

Home, Singapore
Best friends
Sze Man
Teddy
Iris
Gordon
Family
Nostalgic
Love
Tiredness
Pros Clinics
Brokeness
Hugs
Kisses
Warmth
My aching feet
The Lord Jesus
Romance
Singlehood
Unspoken words
Patience
Lost
Confused