went for spa retreat today...first time experiencing a full body massage...it was really relaxing...well, too many things have happened...and now i have made up my mind to return your life in your hands...i don't wanna think about it anymore...i wanna leave everything aside and move on with my life...coz thinking too much just make me tears...i am truly tired of crying...you will never know how much it takes to care...now i realised to love someone is just so hard...