well, sometimes i really wonder how much do you love me...each time i tell myself to forgive you...but history still repeats itself...i feel hurt...pain...my arms really hurt...you could say you love me...but sometimes i really find it hard to believe it...am i going to keep on suffering in your arms...i try to forget about the pain, think of the speacial someone who could alleviate my pain, still i find it really hard. tears just welled in my eyes.