my days are getting longer...work load is building up...and i am just feeling the stress now...i am just wondering why i am just faced with so many obstacles...each time one is overcomed another just seemed to come my way again...how long can i go through this torment...i just feel so weak...but i know somehow i still need to face these challenges ahead of me...i hate myself...i just wonder why i can't even take a single bit of noise...well, i think i am really gonna isolate myself from all my friends...sometimes i just feel so much happier being alone...i like the space and time i have to myself...i thot i could be much happier after moving...but i am not...