i am terribly upset today...sometimes i just wonder do people really care...when i was totally down...totally lost...no one was there to help me...i was left to fight the battle my own...even the person who claim that he loves me...now i just rather be alone...my whole world is collapsing...clarence i am really pissed off with you...dont bother to message me... i am not going to reply anymore...i broke down so many times today...but the only people who was there to listen and help me was nurse, angie, yov, sue lynn and mr white...well, i am totally speechless...