i am truly upset...sometimes i just wished that i could know the truth...i feel hurt...i just wonder do you actually mean those words...do you really love me...i dont wanna be lied to anymore...i dont wanna live in my world of illusion...thinking that you love me...it could be painful to know the truth...but at least i can move on with my life...i dont wanna put so much effort into something and later knowing that i am just wasting my efforts...you know i hate people playing with my feelings...i hope i'll get an answer soon