something is happening for real now...and i am really freaking out...stressed out with my exams...and still have this problem to worry about...i wanna break down and cry my hearts out...but i am pulling it in..keeping myself strong...how long can i hold on...i don't know...after putting down the phone...the silence in my room engulfs me once more...making me fear so much...i agree problems are created by mankind...and now i have to face the consequences myself...will i ever live to see tomorrow...i don't know...why can't someone take me away and purge that poison out of me...