i don't know what is going on in me recently...i just keep on falling into depression...been throwing my tantrums and pushing people away from me...i don't know why...sometimes i wished i wasn't born me...coz i don't feel a single bit of happiness at all...i just seemed to find myself plagued with problems...there are times that i wanna share it with someone...coz it just feels so pain to bottle up all these unhappiness...but i never seemed to find the courage to share...