well...something is just making me ponder...i seem to be seeing some light...i am just wondering are you just as simple as i always thot...or you are more complexed then i can ever imagine...i really don't know...but things are just appearing in my eyes...and bits and pieces are coming into place...i don't understand why do you really get yourself into all those shit...tell me...i can see you digging your own grave...and my heart aches to foresee what is going to happen to you...but i know i have to act as if i dont know anything at all...all your lies...i don't know how long can i tolerate it...i hope that my patiences for you will last...but i can't allow myself to fall any deeper again...