all these years...sadness have been bottling inside me...i tried to share my unhappiness...but i realised simply no one can understand me...even my parents think i am crazy...who can i go to now...people just think i am too obsessed with myself...will there ever be a day that someone can tell me he knows what i am going through and will give me the support...putting on a strong image is what i always do...but how long more can i pull myself together...i wished i could leave this world...