I really wanna go home badly now...this whole signing of contract and settling of new flat is hellish...it just puts me into tears...i feel so alone...so unsure of what i am doing...first talking to G then later crying over the phone to dad...called sarah and then teddy...yeah...it's really tough...i wished someone could give me the proper directions...yeah...maybe clarence could do so...but he is now a history...i have been reading through that letting document three times and realised that indeed i have the rights to demand for my windows to be cleaned properly...and that broken chair to be replaced...i am not demanding alright!!!! that stupid agent tried to cheat me...i am just doing things the legal way...the proper way...that agent is really f***ed up...