Deep within me,
This hurt still exist.
The scars stay within me

Wondering to myself how can i ever get myself out of this misery
Will i ever heal,
Or will i have to live with this pain forever.

I shut the doors behind me
And cry myself to sleep each night
Why must i be that chosen one to go through this

I wish for my past to return
That once happy and cheerful girl i used to be
But now it is gone

I just want to sleep forever.