i can't stop crying tonight...wishing and hoping that you could wipe away those tears of mine...why must i go through such a fate...where have you even gone to...when i needed you the most you are out there having great fun with your friends...does your words ever carry any weight? do you even mean those things in the first place...well, i give up...i have lost my will in everything...maybe there is no such thing as true love in the first place...