i no longer wanna know what is going on anymore...coz the more i ponder in depth...the worst i feel...i shall just let god to show me the way...may be we are not faithed to be together...and if it is true...i will accept it...i don't see the point of forcing things and later seeing it turning sour...i am willing to let you go...just tell me...it is you whom can give me the directions in my life now...maybe i am sensitive...but the truth is we really lack the communication alrite...and i find it so hard to understand you now...