monday...

got back my bio test today. did really badly in it. i need to buck up and start focusing. but there are still so much things going through my head still. i really can't focus. i hate getting into relationships now. i wanna be loved but sometimes things get really complicated and i just wanna be alone. sometimes i really wonder what goodness do people see in me that make them like me. i am just one ordinary girl.
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I wished i hadn't taken so much from you. Now i am suffering. I wanna cry. And i need a listening ear. But i just find it hard to open up.