monday.......

i am feeling so upset... there is this terrible feeling inside me... wish that god could show me the way... so lost... i wanna cry... i can't even focus in class today. there are too many things on my mind. and i really need time to think things through. but everyday just seemed so busy for me.
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Don't you know you are hurting me. I am crying inside. Crying in pain. Tears just roll down my cheeks. Why can't you be stronger for me.
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i just wished i am not me. people think i am lucky. blessed with a pretty face. but no one knows deep inside me is just a miserable feeling.