Something came to me while i was praying. The reason why you will think that you are the root of my depression and why i ended up having depression. It all started from the first break up on March 10th. The aunties and their mouths that caused me to be going through so much pain right now. They got your mom to believe i was out there to harm you. That this whole relationship would fail because my family is too rich for you. Why were these people so superficial? Maybe they were jealous of us. They were jealous of you. The truth is Jean was not out there to hurt you. And becoz of that break up, it has created alot of insecurities in me. It has caused me to fear. Left me in so much tears and gave us all the stress we had in this relationship.