Feeling so distracted and dizzy the whole of tonight. My mind kept on wondering elsewhere and i couldnt even do my dance properly. The road ahead of me seems to be a long and ardous one. But i have got to stay strong and persevere with it. I need to learn to be independent and stand on my own two feet once more. This past week, i have been going through many relaspses which have caused me to break down in tears. I know Our Lord Jesus is faithful and he will always be there for me. I need to pray more and seek his face during this time.