I am feeling something different around me tonight but i know i have got to continue perservering and not let these things affect me...i will look at the positive side of things that God has blessed me with someone whom is still there giving me voices of encouragement...though we may seem far apart but knowing that you are still listening to my tears and telling me how much God has worked in me has strengthened me so much...I thank you for still being there for me despite how much i have hurt you in the past...sometimes when i hear your voice over the phone...my heart cries out so much...you were my miracle man and i still can remember those things you have done for me..without you i wouldnt be where i am now...much love, Jean