Sometimes i feel like a fool...i wonder to myself why did i even took that step to even love when i know eventually i would be hurt...i can feel that things are slowly fading away but i still pretend to be fine...why do i have to keep on deceiving myself...i listened to the stories of people and i know i really do miss my past...where there was really true love...To be honest, a part of me has died...i am beginning to lose hope in relationships...will i ever find a man who truly loves me? I shall not hope anymore but to just find happiness in myself and God...