I have been struggling with many things lately and it's just making me feel so down...i can see that things are breaking apart and somehow i dont know what to do about them...why did i not see the things ahead of me...now i think i am suffering the consequences...i could hardly even speak to anyone about it...even if i did, the decision still comes down to me...sigh...i just have to bury myself with work, work and loads more work...so maybe i wouldn't feel a thing...i can only just keep on praying and waiting upon God's will for me...