well something is really making me ponder...you once told me you loved me...but why can't i see it...i have been waiting for you to prove yourself...it's taking years...and i am getting tired...sometimes i just find your words don't carry any weight...maybe i shouldn't think too much...i could see some things going on at the back of me...it's just pissing me off...things are getting complicated...i don't think i am being too sensitive here...coz i'm sure i am not...just leave me alone...please...i can't fall any deeper...or i will be hurt once again...