I'm feeling worlds apart...torn in between things...my feelings are overwhelming...i dont know how i should react to things...putting on a brave front...with tears welling up in my eyes...hoping not to let my sadness show...trying hard to joke around and make people laugh...lord, please take away my heartache and help me to focus on my studies...lead me please oh lord, give me the strength to hang in there...am i thinking too much? i don't know really...am i being too sensitive once more? maybe i am feeling this way right now coz of the culture differences between us...well lord, i can only surrender myself to you...